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沒有心情不好
其實今天算是開心的
背景音樂自己開的也是開心的You And I

 
買了想很久的可愛鞋子
陪你買了好看的外套 好想自己也買一件歐
與竹友們開了個小小的劇本討論
有種久違的感覺
好像活過來了 有點目標了
只是要更努力安排時間了


可是
可是可是可是
怎麼有種怪怪的感覺


是不是
有人跟我一樣關了FB呢
那人還是跟我牽扯很深最近還徹底消失的人
 
是不是
又要把讓我思緒用得亂七八糟的FB開起來的關係呢
只是又都只是自己定力不夠吧
別人再多再多的情緒再多的煩惱
都只是別人的阿
何必被牽動呢
何況又只是
the one got away
yet, I was the one


是不是
有些人的關係不再一樣了呢
什麼時候開始我們面對面也都只剩一些 客套話
不敢放開講
你好嗎 我很好
這樣的話居然在我們之間會出現
這是之前的我們沒有料到的吧
曾幾何時 真的是曾幾何時
有點感慨
如果這是成長的一部分
那我能不能不要長大

想想那些我們一起講過的任性的話
一起做夢一起狂妄自大
我和你阿 一起的阿
難道忘了嗎
忘了嗎


你說過的話我也都還印象如此深刻
相信我講過的話你也還記得吧
裂痕嗎
現在我和你之間的 是裂痕嗎
原因是什麼呢
我不記得了
也不想記得了

過去的總是會過去
只是我不想讓他只是過去阿
能不能一起呢
多麼任性的話
我也只敢自己對自己講講
然後
笑笑地遺忘


 


想想過去的自己就覺得最近過的很沒目的很沒活力
有點想把所有事情丟下
然後去流浪
只是
不能不負責任阿
開心的事情
要記得剛開始的快樂
撐下去





如果不把所有事情寫出來是不是我就都不會記得
人的記憶體到底有多少
總覺得我明天就會忘了今天有多快樂
再隔一天我就會忘記我因為什麼而感到幸福
再隔一星期我就會忘記我曾經下的決定想過的事
再隔一個月我就會忘記我現在的所有一切 

I would rather remember the whole sadness than forget everything.

 
不給自己一點期限真的都不會開始
不給自己一點刺激真的都不會記得
不給自己一點警惕真的都不會珍惜




再給我一點時間理出頭緒
或許從來都沒有真正的解答
那就給我一點時間
來說服我自己吧



開心的一天
有個特別大的月亮
只是結尾有點憂傷 
 





 
 






 
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You And I 5/8 補。

It's been a long time since I came around
It's been along time but I'm back in town
But this time I'm not leaving without you

You taste like whiskey when you kiss me oooh
I'll give up anything again to be yours baby doll
Yeah this time I'm not leaving without you

You said sit back down where you belong
In the corner of my bar with your high heels on
Sit back down on the couch where we
Made love for the first time
And you said to me

There's something, something about this place
Something something about lonely nights and my lipstick on your face
Something something about my cool Nebraska guy
Yeah something about
Baby you and I

Been two years since I let you go,
I could've listened to a joke for rock'in roll
And muscle cars drove a truck right through my heart

You taste like whiskey when you kiss me oooh
I'll give up anything again to be yours baby doll
Yeah this time I'm not leaving without you

You said sit back sown where you belong
In the corner of my bar with your high heels on
Sit back down on the couch where we
Made love for the first time
And you said to me

There's something, something about this place
Something something about lonely nights and my lipstick on your face
Something something about my cool Nebraska guy

Yeah something about, baby you and I
You and I
You, you and I
You, you and I 
You, you and I 
You and I 
You, you and I 
Oh yeah, I'd rather die
Without you and I 

You got a whole lot of money
But we still par rent
'Cause you can't buy a house in heaven
There's only three men that I'ma serve my whole life
It's my daddy and Nebraska and Jesus Chris

Something, something about the chase
Oh oh oh oh
Six whole years
I'm a New York woman, born to run you sown
Still want my lipstick all over your face
something, something about just knowing when it's right
So put your drinks up for, Nebraska
For  Nebraska,  Nebraska 
I love ya
 
You and I
You, you and I
Baby, I'd rather die
Without you and I, I, I
You and I
You, you and I 
Nebraska, I'd rather die 
Without you and I, I
 



It's been a long time since I came around
It's been along time but I'm back in town
And this time I'm not leaving without you





Typing the lyrics really helps my listening

and it really makes me calm down and smooth myself.
helpful idea.

It's been too much time I let myself down cause some stupid reasons.
It's really disgusting that there's a person always keep in the bad mood, even if the person is actually myself.
Don't make others sick, Chiajuan!

Jesus Chris!
I want to yell! Screaming from the deepest part of my heart!
What the hell!
Would you wake up, please.












 
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